[Intro: J. Cole]
Yeah (For your eyes)
For your eyes only (For your eyes)
For your eyes only, for your eyes only
(For your eyes, for your eyes)
For your eyes only
[Verse 1: J. Cole]
Hey, niggas be dyin’ on the daily
It seems my dreams faded for far too long
The consequences deadly
Can’t visualize myself as nothin’ but a criminal
Control the block, servin’ up rocks and stay subliminal
‘Cause young niggas is hardheaded, they lettin’ off
Full of adrenaline, ignorant to what death can cause
Ain’t no comin’ back, family dressed in black
Plus it’s hot now, the cops outside, it’s hard to flip a pack
And my daughter gotta eat, her mama be stressin’ me
Like I ain’t the one who put them Js on her feet
Like I ain’t out in the field like that
I might be low for the moment but I will bounce back
Despite the charges, back to the wall, I fight regardless
Screamin’, “Fuck the law,” my life is lawless
That’s what you call it, ain’t got to be no psychic
To see this is like the farthest thing from heaven
This is hell and I don’t mean that hyperbolic
I try to find employment even if it’s wipin’ toilets
But these felonies be makin’ life the hardest
Resistin’ the temptation to run up and swipe a wallet
Or run up on your yard, snatch your daughter bike, and pawn it
That’s why I write this sonnet
If the pressure get too much for me to take and I break
Play this tape for my daughter and let her know my life is on it
(For your eyes) Let her know my life is on it
(For your eyes) For your eyes only
[Chorus: J. Cole]
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes, do you understand me?
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes, do you understand me?
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes, do you understand me?
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes only
[Verse 2: J. Cole]
You prolly grown now, so this song’ll hit you
If you hearin’ this, unfortunately means that I’m no longer with you
In the physical, not even sure if I believe in God but because you still alive
He got me prayin’ that the spiritual is real
So I can be a part of you still, my pops was killed too
So I know how part of you feels
Maybe you hate me, maybe you miss me, maybe you spite me
Life goes in cycles, maybe you’ll date a nigga just like me
I hope not, I’m tired of dope spots
And fiends that smoke rocks
I’ve seen far too many niggas’ hopes rot
I’m writin’ this because me and the devil had a dance
Now I see death around the corner, ‘pologizin’ in advance
Don’t know if I ever had a chance
At a glance, I’m a failure
Addicted to pushin’ paraphernalia
But daddy had dreams once, my eyes had a gleam once
Innocence disappeared by the age of eight years
My pops shot up, drug-related, mama addicted
So Granny raised me in projects where thugs was hangin’
Blood was stainin’ the concrete
Older niggas I loved, talked like they was above
Maintainin’ a timesheet, that’s slow money
Picked up the family business, by the age of thirteen
Six years later was handed sentence
‘Round the same time is when you came in this world
Me and your mama thinkin’:
“What the fuck we namin’ this girl?”
I told her, “Nina,” the prettiest name that I could think of (Most prettiest thing my eyes had ever seen)
For the prettiest thing my eyes had ever seen, I was nineteen
Took me two felonies to see the trap this crooked-ass system set for me
And now I fear it’s too late for me to ever be
The one that set examples that was never set for me
I’m livin’ fast, but not fast enough
‘Cause karma keeps on catchin’ up to me
And if my past becomes the death of me
I hope you understand
[Chorus: J. Cole]
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes, do you understand me?
For your eyes, do you understand? (Hope you understand)
For your eyes, do you understand me?
For your eyes, do you understand? (Hope you understand)
For your eyes, do you understand me?
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes only
[Verse 3: J. Cole]
It’s several ways I could’ve went out, too many to count
Was it the trigger-happy crackers that the badges give clout?
Was it the young niggas, blastin’ frustrated ’cause the cash runnin’ out?
Niggas don’t know how to act in a drought
See, baby girl, I realized my definition of a real nigga was skewed
My views misshaped by new mixtapes
That confirmed the shit I learned in the streets was true
That real niggas don’t speak when they beef with you
They just pull up on your street, let the heat achoo
And if a real nigga hungry, he gon’ eat your food
I was a fool, spent all my time duckin’ school, duckin’ cops
Duckin’ rules, huggin’ blocks that don’t love you
I pray you find a nigga with goals and point of views
Much broader than the corner, if not it’s gon’ corner you
Into a box, where your son don’t even know his pops
And the cyclical nature of doin’ time continues
My worst fear is one day that you come home from school
And see your father face while hearin’ ’bout tragedy on news
I got the strangest feelin’ your daddy gonna lose his life soon
And sadly if you’re listenin’ now it must mean it’s true
But maybe there’s a chance that it’s not
And this album remains locked in a hard drive like valuable jewels
And I can teach you this in person like I’m teachin’ you to tie your own shoes
I love you and I hope to God I don’t lose you
For your eyes only
[Chorus: CharGaux & J. Cole]
For your eyes, for your eyes only
For your eyes, for your eyes only
For your eyes, do you understand?
For your eyes only
[Verse 4: J. Cole]
One day your daddy called me, told me he had a funny feelin’
What he’d been dealin’ with lately, he wasn’t tellin’
I tried to pick his brains, still, he wasn’t revealin’
But I could feel the sense of panic in his voice
And it was chillin’, he said:
“Jermaine, I knew you since we was children
I never asked for nothin’, when times was hard
I never had discussions with you, beggin’ you to help me
I dealt with the repercussions of my actions
I know you tried to steer me ‘way from that shit
But that shit was in my blood, you know my life
I know your momma, nigga, send my love
In case I never get a chance to speak again
I won’t forget the weekends spent sleepin’ at your crib
That’s the way I wished my family lived
But my granny crib was in the ‘jects”
I had to interject like:
“Nigga, what you talkin’ ’bout? Fuck is you gettin’ at?”
He said, “Listen, I got no time to dive into descriptions
But I been havin’ premonitions
Just call it visions from the other side
I got a feelin’ I won’t see tomorrow
Like the time I’m livin’ on is borrowed
With that said, the only thing I’m proud to say, I was a father
Write my story down, and if I pass
Go play it for my daughter when she ready”
And so I’m leavin’ you this record, for your eyes only
Don’t you ever scratch or disrespect it
This perspective is a real one, another lost ‘Ville son
I dedicate these words to you and all the other children
Affected by the mass incarceration in this nation
That sent your pops to prison when he needed education
Sometimes I think that segregation would’ve done us better
Although I know that means that I would never
Be brought into this world ’cause my daddy was so thrilled
When he found him a white girl to take back to Jonesboro
With lil’ Zach and Cole World, barely one years old
Now it’s thirty years later, makin’ sure this story’s told
Girl, your daddy was a real nigga, not ’cause he was cold
Not because he was the first to get some pussy, twelve years old
Not because he used to come through in the Caddy on some vogues
Not because he went from baggin’ up them grams to servin’ O’s
Nah, your daddy was a real nigga, not ’cause he was hard
Not because he lived a life of crime and sat behind some bars
Not because he screamed, “Fuck the law”
Although that was true
Your daddy was a real nigga ’cause he loved you
For your eyes only
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